Friday, February 25, 2011

AnnaMaeGene for Life

AnnaMaeGene Day a success!!!


It started badly for all of us, first we didn't know where to go,or was it we can't decide where to go...


Gene and Anna would like to go swimming but Mae would like to spend time in the mall talking to Mommy and just window shopping since at this time of the Month we're already short on cash :)


As we have already agreed to just go to the Mall, have Anna and Gene play at one of the play area in the Mall where you just can leave kids to play with whatever they can put their hands on and Mae and I will just stay in one place and talk...


On our way..in the car..Anna and Gene got over excited that irritated Mae so much that they had to fight..:(


Times like this gets me very down as well and It made me even decide to just go home and sleep rather than being with these three bickering kids...it rained hard before we even get to where we're going and we decided to settle the issues first before we go out...


I have learned a lot...a whole lot and it made me consider...i didn't know that Mae has a lot unresolved issues in mind and it affected her dealing with the younger sisters...now I know better...


I am just so glad that Mae is not really difficult to talk to as always, as I recalled when my husband and I before would bring her to the Mall and when there is something that she would fancy....we would just let her touch it....hug it and let it go...that's my Mae...:)


The day turned out to be a great day for all of us but most especially for me since I was able to get to know my AnnaMaeGene better....

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Di Lang Ikaw


Pansin mo ba ang pagbabago?
Di matitigan ang iyong mga mata
Tila di na nananabik
Sa iyong yakap at halik
Sana'y malaman mo
Hindi sinasadya
Kung ang nais ko ay maging Malaya
Chorus:
Di lang ikaw
Di lang ikaw ang nahihirapan
Damdamin ko rin ay naguguluhan
Di lang ikaw
Di lang ikaw ang nababahala
Bulong ng isip wag kang pakawalan
Ngunit puso ko ay kailangan kang iwan

Pansin mo ba ang nararamdaman
Di na tayo magkaintindihan
Tila hindi na maibabalik
Tamis ng yakap at halik
Maaring tama ka lumalamig ang pagsinta
Sana'y malaman mong di ko sinasadya
*Repeat Chorus

Di hahayaang habang buhay kang saktan
Di sasayangin ang iyong panahon
Ikaw ay magiging Masaya
Sa yakap at sa piling ng iba


The dilemma of every falling out relationship :(
No one hopes and expects this kind of a situation be encountered in life but it sometimes come to us...

But we have to be fair,or at least try our very best to be fair....

Loving is not easy, it requires a lot,the one thing we don't like required of us is responsibility and commitment but these words definitely is it... ♥LOVE ♥

AnnaMaeGene


AnnaMaeGene


my beautiful angels,,,one of the reasons of my existence,,,the source of my strength,,,the loves of my life,,,

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Being a Mom

This is my first time in writing and blurting out my personal feelings in the net where as the person who influenced me said I can't choose just whom I will allow this article to show to but that anybody could just access and read.  I had second thoughts and then...what the heck! ..I am okay with the idea of anybody reading what I am thinking rather than suffering alone with nobody knowing except myself.


Having three kids is a handful...I have one teenager and two kids and for me though I do love them so much I can really say that they are something else.  I guess typical of every family is sibling rivalry and the truth is sometimes I think I am just going crazy listening to the quarrels     and bouts that they are having.


My eldest is 14, and she's irritated with the two kids as much as I am..what I just don't approve of is when she sometimes can't help but demean her two younger siblings.  And the younger two...they are best friends and at the same time the best of enemy.  

I love my three pretty angels and I call them annamaegene,they are surely a source of joy to me and yet a cause of misery  also at times especially when I can no longer control them.
I have lots and lots of experiences of being a Mom and I will be updating this article from time to time...:)